There are special things or what not in my life that I can say quite comfortably and without effort. For instance I'm crazy. Now I say this not because people have told me I am, but because I know that I am. Were it not for the many medications I'm on I have no doubt I would do and say many things I ought not to say or do.
Why bring this up? Well, my mother is making me crazy. I need her to finish a project with me and she finds a way of stalling and putting me off. Then she tells me I did it all wrong. I swear she doesn't want me to be independent of her help. She constantly whines about, but when push comes to shove, she wants me under her thumb.
I don't need counseling right now, but she's making me feel like it need it just to deal with her. Her behavior and what she says drive me to that little orange chill pill. Gawd, I don't mind help, but I'm no baby. It's time she realized that.
Now that I have use of my foot again (but not full use, just no crutches) I can do a lot more. I hope she'll leave me alone.
She also talks to my kids about me behind my back. Like she told Jessica (16 and doesn't drive) that when my speech is slurred or my ticks and twitches are too sever she should take my keys away from me.
This mother of mine works hard to control my kids and I. True she helps some. But at what cost? I will never trust her again.
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